Wild Love With My Triplet Mates
Chapter 58

Shianna’s POV

I am walking to the luna’s office. I have spent the week helping Lady Layla and Master Felix get everything ready for the ceremony. When I am not training with Aunt Sabrina or being dragged around by Sophie and Sasha for what they call ‘sister time’. I sigh and then I catch Sophie’s scent hitting my nose. I look up and I feel frozen to my spot. Walking towards me was Sophie along with people I saw often when I would watch Jess at Red Moon. The only ones I knew by name were Roy and Alex since they were Jess’s main bullies back then.

I gulped. Silver shrunk in the back of my mind like a scared puppy. I felt sick and dropped to my knees. Sophie was the first to see me and rushed to my side. “Shianna?! Are you alright?” She gently laid her hand on my shaking shoulders. It was getting hard for me to breathe. “Shianna, listen to my voice. You are having a panic attack. Calm down and breathe in your nose and out your mouth.” I tried to listen, but Sophie’s voice sounded so distended.

Then all I saw in front of me was a clear forest waterfall with a full moon shining down. “Breathe Shianna.” I heard a gentle voice coo. I could slowly feel my chest feel lighter and I could finally breathe. I felt so calm and at peace. Then I looked around. I saw Jess, her eyes were glowing green. “This is an illusion?” I asked. She smiled and nodded. “You were having a panic attack from running into Roy and his father. I know you still blame yourself for what happened to Lady Isabella, but you can’t be chained to the past.” I felt like Jess was speaking for both of us.

“I don’t know. This pack life is all still so new to me.” I said sheepishly. Jess just smiles. “It took me time too when I was at Thunder Mountain. Just when you are ready, speak to Roy and Marcus. They honestly have changed.” I nodded and slowly the illusion disappeared and I was met with the worried faces of everyone in the hallway. Jess and Sophie helped me up. Then I was wrapped in a pair of strong arms and felt someone nuzzle in the back of my neck. ‘Rico.’ Silver purred with contentment and I slightly smiled. “I’m fine Rico.” I said. His arms tightened around me and then Sophie joined in the little group hug.

I looked up and the one I know to be Roy. The former luna’s son, and now the current alpha of the Red Moon pack. I bowed my head since Sophie and Rico’s hold prevented me from kneeling to him. “Hello Alpha Roy.” I said. He looked at me with a confused look in his eyes, then when he finally met me dead in the eyes a look of shock consumed his face. “Y-y-y-you are…” Jess cut him off before he could finish stammering out. “Let us talk back in the office. Roy, Rico, and Shianna come with me. Sohpie, show the rest of our guests to their rooms please?”

Rico let go of me and the three of us bowed to Jess. “Yes Luna.” we said in unison. Lady Layla chuckled at the sight of Jess already using her luna tone. Roy, Rico, Lady Layla, and I entered the office. Jess was the last one and locked the door. “Okay so Roy please sit and listen before you say anything, alright?” Jess asked. Alpha Roy nodded his head and sat down on the couch. Layla was still examining the dress for tomorrow as Jess introduced me. “This is Shianna Darkwood, William’s daughter and Rico’s mate. She has been here for the last week helping us with a plan to kill William and Tasha.”

Alpha Roy was quiet while Jess explained everything. After she was done, I pulled away from Rico and kneeled before Alpha Roy, not looking him in the eye. “I already told the triplets and Jess that after we kill William and Tasha, I will accept any punishment you wish for what I did to your mother.” Alpha Roy gently placed one of his hands on my shoulder and the other on the bottom of my chin, to make me look into his eyes.

“Shianna I was blinded by rage and pain in the past. That led me to hurting Jess for something that she never even did, for five long years. Then when she left. Alex and I were in more pain when we realised our wrongs and we couldn’t even make them right.” He took a deep breath and looked over to Jess. “We lived for another five years looking for her so we could make things right. Even if I have the right to kill you for killing my mother, a luna. I won’t kill you.”

My eyes widened in shock. An alpha that wasn’t going to kill, even when it was within his full right. I never knew such alphas existed. “W-w-why? I’m the reason your lives were all turned into hell.” My voice cracked. Alpha Roy just gave me a sad and gentle smile. “When we saw Jess’s memory of that day, I promised your aunt that if you can be reformed, I will let you stay with her. Plus killing you would just bring more sadness into the hearts of those who love you.”

I stiffened at the word… ‘Love?’ Is that what everyone has been showing me this past week? I broke eye contact with Alpha Roy and looked over my shoulder at Jess, then at Rico. Jess smiled and nodded her head. Rico’s eyes were filled with nothing but kindness and that same spark he has shown only to me since we met. I see the same look in the triplet’s eyes when they look at Jess. That must be love. I felt something warm trail down my face.

I wiped my hand on my cheek, it was wet. I looked back at it in shock. Was I crying? I have never cried without feeling pain, and even then I haven’t cried since I was a pup. There wasn’t any pain, in fact I never felt lighter in my life. I looked back at Alpha Roy and he helped me stand up. “So how about we start off with a clean slate? After all, we are going to be family in the near future.”

I looked at him confused. Family? Rico wrapped one of his arms behind me and used his free hand to wipe away my tears. “Sophie is Roy’s second chance mate. So once you and I are married and Roy marries my little sister, he will be your brother too.” “Oh.” was all I could muster. I never felt like this before. I had butterflies in my stomach and at peace with my past for the first time. I wiggled out of Rico’s arms again and before I could think I wrapped my arms around Roy and hugged him like Sophie does to me. “Thank you.” was all I could say as I cried more into his shoulder.

Roy gently returned my hug and it truly felt like the nightmare of the past that hunted me was finally gone. I was free from the guilt and pain that had been stuck with me since that horrible day. I was happy and loved.